Full Circle
The first time around, I tried to solve a temporary problem with a permanent solution. I came back to Houston without a plan. I stayed with a good friend, and figured things out on the fly. I tried going back "home" to get my things several times. It ended in chaos each time. I tried dating, Paul, Brandon, Shannon, Mide, Jeremy, Ken, and a few others I can't remember. Nothing came from it. Just dead ends. I distracted myself with Bumble and Facebook dating. All to no avail. I went out to clubs and bars, desperately seeking companionship. I drank way too much. I chose to use others as a scratching post for my loneliness. It didn't work. I completed a short film. I applied for over 100 jobs, went on several interviews, and finally landed a great position with the City of Missouri City. I was approved for an apartment in Sienna. I got rid of my old car and purchased a newer vehicle. I was accepted to grad school. I had filed for divorce and received the court date. I