A Bad Day

 There will be a lot of no's before you get that one yes.

I woke up next to an exhausted Mide.

Lovemaking wasn't mediocre, but I can tell the thrill is gone.

I left prematurely and dissatisfied.

I left full of anxiety because I'm still not working.

I have money and I'm not behind on anything. 

Yet, I know that I am more.

So tired of starting over.

So tired of not being where I want to be.

So tired of being so tired.

The confusion. The frustration. Just trying to follow my feelings but it always gets me lost.

Feeling down today. Tired of feeling down. 

Just tired.